my life is like a television series.
one day everything seems normal and the next everything falls apart.
I dont know why it seems that it just happens to me, but it does, i cant understand why ...
I gave you all my trust, i told you what i feel, i didnt say i love you, but that i had feelings for you and you did say the same.
Now you said u cant continue like that, but continue with what? we barely dont speak to each other, only via whatsapp and not even that kinda..
and now you´re telling me you that "you think" you dont have feelings for me ?! what shall i say...
first you´re telling me this via whatsapp and i mean ur telling me this now.. like i have fucking booked the flights to only visit you ive planned everything and now youre telling me this.
i mean of course i understand that ur confused, i mean i am too, but i didn´t expect from especially you to be able to hurt me like that.
i know that we are not only friends, we are more and everyone knows that so don´t deny it and say that you don´t have feelings for me, i cant understand this..
I really cant.
your cati
Ps: if you will read this then think twice before you say something
the important thing ive learned from this is 1. its good that ive started the convo and said what i felt and said the truth and 2. that you are still not ready. and 3. that i should have fun tonight and don´t look at my phone if you have said something i really "don't care".
